Never Good Enough

Starving for the security of mans approval

but I will never succeed

I will never be good enough in the eyes of man

No matter how long I live

I can change everything about myself

but it just won’t matter

I’m done living in the shadow you cast at me

I’m craving something more;

My identity to be solidified in rock

because the sand will always break apart

To not care

To not see your eyes looking at me for what you think I am

but to gaze purposefully at the the maker of these bones

He calls me enough

He calls me His

I am his majesty

Iam his daughter

He enables me to live

He causes me to love

BOLDLY

And I will scream it loudly!

You can not mold me to your liking

FOR I AM HIS AND HE IS MINE

He is all I ever needed and all I will ever need

So open your eyes and see

Not what you want of me, but what I am

For I am made by THE KING OF KINGS

And for that I say amen.