The world race has been super hard but for all the right reasons. The world race has definitely taught me that God has so much for us but the process will suck. It’s a healing process. God has put us in the fire to refine us and it sucks. It hurts, it feels like the other side may never come BUT once he’s done refining you you’re going to be more beautiful than before.
Lately I’ve been in a fire that has truly 100% sucked. I have felt all the emotions at once, I’ve been confused, I have just been in this crazy wurlwind of crapola. I know that God is doing some amazing surgery in me. When God is refining you he’s literally doing surgery and then he’ll take you through the healing process and you will be better than before and a lot less broken.
It’s super cool that he does this on the ministry field too because it’s a cool way to be like Jesus. You don’t get to shut out the world and just be. You don’t get to be selfish and think of your own problems. You have ministry to do, people to reach, and much more. Literally exactly what Jesus did. He was going through so much pain and more but within his pain on the cross he took the time to pray for those that needed it. He cried to God on behalf of others not himself. Honestly I don’t think anyone would’ve blamed him if he prayed for God to reduce or take away the pain he was feeling but he didn’t. How awesome is that?!
Please help me be in the fire. Help me be more like Jesus and care more about the hurt and pain of others rather than the pain and hurt I feel at that moment. The more God adds to my story, the more people I can touch and relate to. Also there’s something energizing about reaching the lost of God’s behalf.
That said, I have a $13,000 deadline to hit and it’s coming up super fast (in 8 days)! Please help by giving towards my race. Help me do the hard things for the glory of God.
ALSO!!! Here’s a little snipet of life on the field. Obviously there’s a lot more going on but here’s a little sugar on your tongue before the actual dessert.
