So in college when everything would pile up and things were due like now my natural instinct was to shut down and not do anything. I’d put a movie in or go out with friends then spend the night trying to reconcile my mistake of not doing it earlier. I still say I did my best work that way but.

The point of this though is I’m shutting down!


“Yes, Please”

I don’t want to do anythign but sit  in front of the tv and watch my last season of Gilmore Girls and then wait to the last minute to pack everything. Yes very stupid but I don’t want to think about leaving my friends and family for a year and stuff everything into on pack!

BUT I MUST PRESS RESTART!
I have no time and my mother has no patience for me to shut down right now!
So please pray that I suck it up and stop shutting down! I need to hit the restart button and get ready for this!