If there is anyway to describe how I have felt throughout the process of preparing for my trip, it has to be peace. For someone who loves to be in control (me) and needs everything to be planned out (also me) and needs to know how everything is going to end up (yep, me again), I was put into a situation that was the opposite of that. Doubt began to creep in and I was seriously wondering if this was actually what God wanted me to do.
But the Lord showed up and provided exactly what I needed. A few months back, I was reading through Philippians and was reminded of just how powerful and mighty our God is.
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Phil. 4:6-7)
I know that what the Lord asks me to do is not always easy, and this preparation and fundraising has not been easy. But the moment that I went to the Lord with this doubt and worry, He took that and gave me peace. And what a gift it has been. For the past few months, when someone has asked me, “Are you worried?”, I can genuinely say no. There are a hundred and one reasons for me to be worried or scared, but God has given me a peace like no other.
I know that this has not been possible without the help of everyone in my life. My friends and family (and even a few strangers) have gone above and beyond. Thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone that said ‘yes’ when God put it on your heart to help me. Through prayers, funding, encouragement, or wisdom, I have been spoiled by everyone around me.
In just 20 days, I will finally be on my way to the Philippines. I cannot wait to be able to share what God does through my team and me.
Much love,
Sam
