Lately, I’ve been so overwhelmed with emotions when I think about this trip. I have never had something in my life that scared me and excited me so much at the same time.
As soon as I made the commitment to do this trip, little things started to pop up in my head. Such as, “How am I going to make it 11 months without seeing my family?” and “Dang my memory foam mattress is comfy.”
I’m so sure this is what God has for me in my life right now, and I am going to follow where He leads me, but for the past couple weeks I’ve had somewhat of a scared feeling about it. And then the other night while I was laying in bed one of those small doubts popped in my head, and I just started praying…and as my eyes were closed, I had this vision of me sitting in a field with Jesus. I know that might sound weird, but it was awesome. And Jesus was just like, comforting me. He had his arm around me and was telling me that I was okay. He was there. And then I just thought about Psalm 46 – Be still and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth! The Lord of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.
I know its something that we all know…but are you kidding me? It’s something that baffles my mind to this day. The Lord of hosts is with us. That moment of stillness, knowing that God is on my side, comforting his daughter…it was such a refreshing moment. All my doubts and worries washed away in the comfort that God gave me. He never leaves us…its so amazing!
So yeah I thought I’d just share that little moment with ya’ll, because it was so beautiful to me.
Thanks for your prayers and support,
Sadie
