Click.click.click.click.click… you know that sound a roller coaster makes as it climbs higher and higher? You know right before it reaches the top…
That’s the sound I am imagining right now, click-no more job… click-last vaccination… click-plane tickets bought… click-dinner with my family… click-packs are full …click-Monday… click-Tuesday… click-Wednesday… click-Thursday… click-here we are at the top. The moment right before the drop, do I really want to do this? Release.
Following what God wants for me is not what I’ve always done; I’ve done things for myself my entire life. But those things have never felt like this… they have all felt like endless clicks on the way to a top that doesn’t exist or just doesn’t matter. This is different. God has called me to the top of His roller coaster; He has called me to ride it knowing that I don’t know if I am ready. That’s the point, He has called me out of my normal life, out of my comfort, and out of my meaningless clicks and into his arms open wide, screaming at the top of my lungs, smiling ear-to-ear, ride of a lifetime. Time to unbuckle my seatbelt, lift off my safety bar and give this everything I’ve got!
Thank you everyone who has supported Megan and I in this and I hope that you will be praying for us as our journey has just begun. Talk to y’all again soon!
–Ryan
