Learning what the Lord was teaching me in Thailand with foundation and intimacy; to dwelling in him in Cambodia; built up to this month in Malaysia. I AM NOT ABANDONED!!!
Most of my life I felt neglected, ingored, unwanted, and abandoned from family and friends. The Lord and the men I am with spoke truth into me as I repeated out loud the following, this is who I am!
I was abandoned. I AM RANSOMED!
I was ignored. I HEAR YOU RYAN!
I was unwanted. I WANT YOU RYAN!
I was neglected. I AM CAPTIVATED!
I AM HIS BOY!
I AM VALUABLE!
I AM SIGNIFICANT!
I AM YOURS!
Vision I had when this wound was being opened, being healed by shouting truth out was of Jesus. Jesus was heading to California in the early 1800’s for some gold digging because of the gold rush. He succeeds in finding a mound of gold that he picks up in awe of what he found. He digs for more and finds me. Jesus looks at me, then at the gold in his hand. He then throws the gold over his shoulders and embraces me. Jesus says to me, “I want you! You are worth way more than this gold or anything in the world!” He picks me up and is not letting go.
I am now walking in this truth, the past does not definr me anymore.
I AM WORTHY!
