Hey, everyone!
Do you ever feel like life is great and then it decides to just cover you in a huge deluge so that you’re completely overwhelmed by a wave of life’s troubles and hardships? I feel like that right now.
I feel like this is God’s way of telling me that I am growing too complacent, not depending on Him enough. I was sailing smoothly on calm seas, just trusting myself. Oh, I’d still talk to Him, ask Him for help and direction and thank Him for blessing me. But I really wasn’t depending on Him. Now, I need to.
My car is falling apart and I need to figure out what’s wrong with it. But it will probably be cheaper to buy a new car (so if anyone knows of someone in the Pittsburgh area who is selling a good one for cheap, please let me know!). I was going to see my boyfriend for the first time in two months for Easter but he might be stuck at a school on the east coast instead of back at Pendleton because of inclement weather. Fundraising for this trip is slow; I have a little over $1000 out of the $14,800 that I need for the trip and time is beginning to run short. Especially with the $3000 deadline by May 21st for training camp…
I heard this song on the radio and was listening to it again on YouTube as I was typing this. I need to remember that God is in control and that He can use every situation to help me. I may not be sure what He’s going to teach me, or how He’ll work it out, but I know I can trust Him. He’s bigger than all of this and can handle it.
Thank you all for your continued support and prayer; I definitely appreciate it! And listen to this song – Blessings by Laura Story
