(written on 10-9-11)
There's something about when our squad leaders Mike & Staci bring the group together to have some serious talk and worship time that usually makes me (and others) cry… a lot! haha, what's up w/ that?!
It's really frustrating when u don't know why ur doing it but the tears continue to flow. It happened during an activity we did the last night of training camp and it happened even more last night during our first group session in Antigua. (which, by the way, it seems like we've already been here forever even tho it's been less than 48hrs & we don't even go to our ministry sites for another few days… just saying')
Then, after figuring and def hoping that I got it all out of my system for awhile yesterday, it happened again talking to my team at the beginning of lunch today. I absolutely LOVE my core team as well as my entire squad more than they can/ will ever know. For real. They are amazing! We're not only a family now, but have been basically from the start and will be in the future. :o) Whatever breakdowns may come; good times, bad times, sad or confusing times, it doesn't matter… we're gonna be living life in close quarters and helping each other thru it ALL during the next 11 months. I'm so glad and so thankful that these are the people I get to break it down with for awhile… but it's certainly gonna be a process
