Fulfill: To carry
out, or bring to realization, as a prophecy or promise.
These last five months of life have been [different]. An
earnest season of, “Search
me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts.” {Psalm 139:23}
This past December where I was simply “done” and “tired.” I
had a very non-stop life; it seemed for me, which appeared to be the running
theme of my life. Growing up I went 24-7, summers were crazy with full of adventure, college soon
came and went as quickly as it arrived, and I never slowed down at all to rest. Well, in 2007, I signed up to go on this ‘Worldrace
Adventure’ with little knowledge or understanding of what would come.
One thing that I heard for years as I went here and there,
back out to the Nations, pouring out to many around me, etc….. was His voice
whispering, “Rest in ME Robby,”- of which, in my feeble thoughts meant – Do it
when I had the time or at least a couple of hours here and there. Not at all.
I believe that these last months of real rest have produced a lot of new life and refreshment in me. It
has not been easy because I have been walking through the deep valleys of my innermost
being… but by His glory, much greatness is being birthed through this time of
healing and rest.
(N Squad 2010)
It has also been a season of reconciliation within my own
self and others. I have done many new things I never dreamt of doing. I have lived fully in the moments of weeping
in my room for hours with the Father. I
have been given much time to sit and be as He has brought me through many processes
in my heart, rather than “me controlling the process,” placing me in a seat of
humility. Rest has personally shown me that it beckons “intimacy and hiding in
Him” more than ever.
Coming back to the word fulfill.
I truly believe that Jesus came to fulfill the words of the Old. He breathed
life into the dead [in more ways than one], and introduced a love deeper than
ever known. Jesus conquered sin once and for all and made a way to the Father
by His blood! But I also believe through His own fulfillment, it brought us fulfillment
in our own Spirits and life… a journey.
mercy, healing, love, etc. from my own life lately, but I believe that a season
has and is coming that will bring certain fulfillments that I have yearned for,
for years just because He loves. Me.
(V Squad 2011)I want to end by sharing with you what is next for me. I am going back out with
AIM again to serve, love, and be with men and women on their own journeys as we
go across the world to be Christ for the Nations in crazy, supernatural,
radical ways…
“G” squad: Bulgaria, Romania, Rwanda, and Uganda.
Pray: For me. For these men and women to be brought to
fulfillment with the goodness, grace, and greatness of the Father in their
lives personally while out.
I am in need of raising 5300.00 total for my time on the
field and going back out for 2 debriefs. I am asking you to partner with me financially
and prayerfully to be a part of this vision of being able to disciple men and
women in my own generation through the Worldrace! All the support you have
already given me through the years – I simply have not enough “Thank You” but
again, your love and constant encouragement has truly blessed my life.
Thank you for always believing in me!
ROBBY
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