I dance! I sing! I laugh and I cry! I spin around with my hands high to the heavens and I close my eyes as I sing as loud as I 
possibly can. I let go of any inhibitions when it comes to my Lord. I believe in the super natural. I live in the super natural. I see the super natural. I have conversations with Jesus at the foot of my bed and I can feel His arms around me. I lay hands on people and in the Name of Jesus they are healed. I have found freedom in my Savior and I have watched Him deliver the lost and free the chained. I speak of my Father, His greatness, His wonder and His awe…I never forget. I stand firm in Who He is and Who I know He is. I am not afraid to be different and I am not ashamed of how I believe. Some may say I am a charismatic fool, I say I’m the daughter of the Most High God, The Great I AM. I have experienced so much over the last 10 months, things I could never expect anyone to understand. God has spoken to me in ways unimaginable and He has shown me Who HE is in ways that seem impossible. One thing the Lord has confirmed in my heart is this…I know my Sheppard’s voice. When He speaks I listen. What He says may not make sense to me and certainly does not make sense to the worldly views, but His voice is real and what He says I trust. I love my Father and my Father loves me.
As I prepare to come home, I find myself battling with questions of what will people say? WIll they believe me when I share with them? Do they really want to know? Will people be quick to shut me down? Will they steal my joy? With they think I’m a fool? Will I be so different from them that they won’t want to understand?
As I deal with these thoughts, God continues to remind me, He is my comforter, He is my bridegroom, He is who I can turn to when I feel I can’t turn to anyone else. He reminds me that, no, people back home won’t understand what I’ve seen or what I’ve experienced, just as I will not understand what they have experienced this last year. He reminds me to show grace and be graceful with others and with myself.
If people think I’m a fool, let them know I’m a fool for Jesus. If people thinkg I’m naive for believing what I believe, let them know I’m as the children who sit at the feet of Jesus…for the Kingdom of Heaven belongs to those such as these. And He reminds me that NO ONE can steal my joy….not the joy that comes from teh Lord.
I laugh, I sing, I cry. I praise my God and I dance for Him. I sit at His feet and I desire for our hearts to beat as one. I am a fool, I am foolishly, madly, deeply, totally and completely in love with my Savior!
possibly can. I let go of any inhibitions when it comes to my Lord. I believe in the super natural. I live in the super natural. I see the super natural. I have conversations with Jesus at the foot of my bed and I can feel His arms around me. I lay hands on people and in the Name of Jesus they are healed. I have found freedom in my Savior and I have watched Him deliver the lost and free the chained. I speak of my Father, His greatness, His wonder and His awe…I never forget. I stand firm in Who He is and Who I know He is. I am not afraid to be different and I am not ashamed of how I believe. Some may say I am a charismatic fool, I say I’m the daughter of the Most High God, The Great I AM. I have experienced so much over the last 10 months, things I could never expect anyone to understand. God has spoken to me in ways unimaginable and He has shown me Who HE is in ways that seem impossible. One thing the Lord has confirmed in my heart is this…I know my Sheppard’s voice. When He speaks I listen. What He says may not make sense to me and certainly does not make sense to the worldly views, but His voice is real and what He says I trust. I love my Father and my Father loves me.As I prepare to come home, I find myself battling with questions of what will people say? WIll they believe me when I share with them? Do they really want to know? Will people be quick to shut me down? Will they steal my joy? With they think I’m a fool? Will I be so different from them that they won’t want to understand?
As I deal with these thoughts, God continues to remind me, He is my comforter, He is my bridegroom, He is who I can turn to when I feel I can’t turn to anyone else. He reminds me that, no, people back home won’t understand what I’ve seen or what I’ve experienced, just as I will not understand what they have experienced this last year. He reminds me to show grace and be graceful with others and with myself.
If people think I’m a fool, let them know I’m a fool for Jesus. If people thinkg I’m naive for believing what I believe, let them know I’m as the children who sit at the feet of Jesus…for the Kingdom of Heaven belongs to those such as these. And He reminds me that NO ONE can steal my joy….not the joy that comes from teh Lord.
I laugh, I sing, I cry. I praise my God and I dance for Him. I sit at His feet and I desire for our hearts to beat as one. I am a fool, I am foolishly, madly, deeply, totally and completely in love with my Savior!
