This is one blog that i truly never thought i would ever have to write. it is one of the hardest things i have had to do and to trust God with. Tomorrow night I will be getting on a plane and heading back to the United States. Due to some medical issues, it is best if i finish my race at home where I can have access to medical care when I need it. This is not a decision I wanted to have to make, in fact i truly hate it. i love the world race and i love my teammates and i love community. but I am accepting this as the Lords plan. I feel like I am in a dark tunnel where I dont know why I am in it or where I am going but all i know is im holding the Lords hand being led into the darkness. This is not an easy thing for me, its bittersweet leaving my world race family. I am not forcing any processing or any conversations about why I am leaving yet, I am just soaking in the Lords presence trying to find him amongst this mess. I am focusing on all that I accomplished and all that I saw and all that the Lord did in me. And this is what Im celebrating. The Lord has done a HUGE work in me and he is not done yet. So yes I miss my teammates and I will be praying for them like crazy, all thats going on is my ministry is going to look a little different than theirs for the next 7 months. I am in as good of a place as I could be, and will eventually get to a place when I can talk more about what happened and whats really going on. But I am just not there yet. I got some stuff to figure out but until then I covet your prayers and love. Thank you for all of the support.
