I heard a song recently that really spoke to me, and something deep inside me prompted me to share a raw part of my soul, so here it is.

Honesty Time: I haven’t been the happiest version of me I could be lately.  I’ve let the little things that come up in life cloud my view of my Savior.  In reality, it’s been a long time since I even tried to find the joy in my life.  I feel worn out and defeated; I miss feeling a closeness with Christ, and yet I continue to run from Him and ignore Him because I’m frustrated that I don’t understand Him.  On the Race, and for a few months after, I was running hard after God.  And now, it feels like my feet are barely moving.  But each day is new, and I must take action to get up off the sidelines and start moving again.  I would love any encouragement and prayers any of you can offer.

 “I will climb this mountain with my hands wide open”