Do all children go to Heaven?
This blog is probably going to be messy and scattered. But I wanted to share with you what I have been struggling with… I have been struggling with what will happen to my babies? Who will tell them about their Daddy? Who will share the truth with them?
I am in a closed country… one where Christians are persecuted and it is illegal to share the truth. Bibles are not allowed to be distributed and churches do not exist. That even goes for world religions too. You will see no temples or mosques. No one proclaims a religion. It is a neutral land… you simply live for the day and that is all… no heaven or hell… no afterlife… nothing.
I have never been a country where there is no religion. No religion because the government forbids. Everyone has to be the same. Every building has to look the same. Everything is controlled.
Dad – Why did you place me here when there is nothing I can do? I can’t share the truth with these children…. And they are so young. (two to five years old) You let me fall in love with these kids, my babies, but they don’t even know they have a Daddy. They don’t know they have a family. All they know is that their families gave them up because they are different. These children are special. You made each one of them, but they don’t know about you. I know these children by name and you know these children by name… but what will happen to them. Daddy, do all children go to heaven?
Give me peace to know that these children have future. Give me peace in my heart to leave this place. Give me peace to know that everything will be ok… .
It will never be ok. This is a place that is so lost and so controlled… And my kids are smart; they are able to understand and make decision. They could choose to be a part of your family, if someone told them. If someone teaches them the truths. But who? And what if they get adopted Or what if they don’t get adopted and have to stay here the rest of their life. What then?
Dad, I am not looking for answers – for I know I will never be able to understand or comprehend your plan. Right now, I simply want peace in my heart. Peace to leave this place and know that everything is going to ok. Trusting that you have a plan for each one of them. Thank you Father for creating each one of my babies special and unique. Thank you for giving them a future. Thank you for opening up my heart to love these children.
