I have been struggling with an inward battle about what I am
going to do after I finish the Race. After having several conversations with a
few of my teammates in the past few days I’m starting to realize that while I
am worried about what I’ll be doing six months down the road, I’m probably more
concerned with the different path my life is going to take when I get back. It
may be that I don’t understand the path that it is taken now. I could probably
list several traits about myself that many people will not recognize when I
come back to America. The most important lesson that I have learned is what it
means to be a real, true man of God. Of course, I can speak like I know exactly
what that is, but I still have a long way to go to reach that status. I have heard
over and over how a true man of God should be. I just haven’t been able to
reach that point while dodging all the other worthless things I have let get in
the way. Maybe I am just preaching to myself, but God is always there molding
us into the man or woman we need to be.
going to do after I finish the Race. After having several conversations with a
few of my teammates in the past few days I’m starting to realize that while I
am worried about what I’ll be doing six months down the road, I’m probably more
concerned with the different path my life is going to take when I get back. It
may be that I don’t understand the path that it is taken now. I could probably
list several traits about myself that many people will not recognize when I
come back to America. The most important lesson that I have learned is what it
means to be a real, true man of God. Of course, I can speak like I know exactly
what that is, but I still have a long way to go to reach that status. I have heard
over and over how a true man of God should be. I just haven’t been able to
reach that point while dodging all the other worthless things I have let get in
the way. Maybe I am just preaching to myself, but God is always there molding
us into the man or woman we need to be.
