The seasons remind me that I must keep changing, and I want to change because it is God's way. All my life I have been changing. I changed from a baby to a child, from a teenager to a young adult. I will change into a wife to love a man( God willing ), into a mother to love a child, change houses, friends, keep changing , getting rid of the bad to love more so it dies and LOVE gets born again and again.
Everybody has to change or they expire. Everybody has to leave, leave their home and come back so they can love it again for all new reasons. I want to keep my soul fertile for the changes, so things keep getting born in me, so things keep dying when it is time for things to die. I want to keep walking away from the person I was a moment ago. Only a good story has a character different at the end than it was in the beginning.
And so my prayer is that your story will have involved some leaving and some coming home. My hope is that your story will be about changing, about getting something beautiful born inside of you.
It might be time for you to go – WORLD RACE MATES!!!, time to change, to shine out.
I could not have known then that everybody, every person has to leave, has to change like seasons, they have to or they die. This Season has certainly taught me that , People do die if they are not willing to change. Some in Physical form , some in spiritual. But everything either flourishes or wilts.
Leave…..
it is a beautiful word, isn't it? So strong and forceful, the way you have always wanted to be. And you will not be alone. You have never been alone. Don't worry. Everything will still be here when you get back. It is you who will have changed.
I am this next 8 months and 11 months after that going on a Journey. With God , with myself , with my fellow Maties!, and Its going to change me. I know it is. Im going to Experience him in a whole new Light AGAIN! A Blissful experience! And a Terrifying at the same time.. And yes I will probably have to "Leave" some things behind, like my cozy cabin, My Dog who I love like she is a Precious child( Biggest fear is leaving Her lol ) , a really nice new car and a Great Job in a fantastic Tatoo Parlor. But God gave them all to me, so He isnt going to leave now or before I go, Or finally when I get back. And He Blessed me once Before, So this is Just sowing out the old, to make roon for the new. Im about to enter into New Chambers Of Daddys Heart. The Deep Hidden chambers, The ones I have yet to explore. So its House cleaning Time . But in Order for me to Birth , The Brand New things HE wants from Me , I still have work to do in My Spirit and Life .
Change. ….." Oh how the winds blow"…. Its a word that most people hate. But this is the Time and the Season and Its Time.
New changes, No matter How scary they may look, God is holding My hand and yours all the way through!
Most days I feel like Im walking the plank. About ready to be shoved off into this Deep Ocean Of Love, BUT there is still a hungry Crocodile that needs to be destroyed before I go head first with my hands tied around my back. . Dont be taken in By his welcome grin, hes imagining how well you look withing his skin. My Lover , Jesus, My Husabnd, is going to slay that crocodile!!!!! and cut my ropes. Be my Saving Pirate Grace, Before I can Jump in and Get fully submersed without drowing to the Bottom of His Beauiful vast Ocean of Love . He is my Life raft in this Season, And He will be my Captian of the Boat in the Next. He knows the weather patterns, You and I Both have the Power to tell the Wind to Be still. And call in Peace.So its all about the trust through the change. And holding onto his Hand for dear life til we reach our Destination. Tick tock and the clock keeps ticking , But You still gotta rest in his Love <3
Peace , love Harmony and Bass LOve yall! Rock on in His Love <3 You Just gotta Priase Him , He will carry YOU THROUGH THE REST!!!!
