Signs, Signs, Everywhere theres Signs…He Calls My Name To The Field

In October 2010, After 11 long Years of running from my call to Missions as a teenager, I finally Got a wake up call. A near death accident, and a Visitation from the Lord. My life turned upside down that Thanksgiving. God was closing a long chapter and door of running in darkness and Opening my eyes to his Glorious Light, love and call on my life. It was laying on that Hospital table, Going in and out of consciousness, while I could hear the doctors talking about how smashed up I was.The lights went dark, I had finally blacked out from the trauma, pain and shock. Even though I was unconscious  a light turned on in front of me . There was Jesus , his hand reached out, he was there ready to save me from myself.
He asked me if I was willing to finally accept my destiny, the call he had asked of me when I was a young girl, the one I ran away from. He quoted the above scripture. I begged for mercy and deliverance and said "Yes,  Yes Lord, I'll lay down my life for you now. I'll stop running in darkness, I'll accept your will and way. I'll accept the Human Trafficking Mission call, and any other Mission call he would have for me. I would accept it and say " Lord heal me and send me , I am willing to serve you and for you".
So that was the day , my life flipped upside down, My savior reached out his had and delivered my from the Pit of darkness, He took my hand, cleaned me up, set my feet on solid ground and gave me Purpose and Identity.
To know who you are In Him… That is the reason for living, without it you perish and eventually die in some form or another.

A year of healing,Moving, seeking, knocking, downloading,deliverance, prayer, more prayer and worship. This Deep desire wasn't burning out, it was getting stronger. I started to have dreams of being on the mission field. Everything the lord was bringing in front of me was Mission related, majority of it Human trafficking related. The desire to want to go was so implanted in me, no matter what I did, It would grow day by day.

Nov. 11 2011, I really started noticing and seeing 11's pop up in everything I was doing that meant anything. If there was an event going on that was Good it was falling on the– 11th. If I needed Victory over a situation , it was happening on the –11th.

11:11 was showing up everywhere I turned, and I wasn't even looking for it. It was so intense it was leaping into a manifested , directed heavenly road map of his starting destination. The day I got baptized Poppa gave me Deuteronomy 11:11 " But the land that you will soon cross the Jordan River to take is a land of hills and valleys, a land that drinks rain from heaven".
The whole year of 2010- 2011 I had so many people prophecy over me. I would get many words God was calling me to certain countries around the world. I started to write down these countries in my dream journal. Without another thought i figured, ….."Cool Gods going to randomly send me too a few countries here and there to do missions over my life time."
WOW was I ever wrong.Never did i think He was setting me Up for all 11 countries all at once! By the way Each one of my destinations are the countries that were Prophesied.

All through Nov 2011 to Oct 2012 I prayed, asking Poppa for direction. I knew I was leaving for missions somewhere, But God hadn't opened the door yet.

Finally On Nov.1, 2012, God gave me a vision , I was racing around the globe, as an athlete, on a race track . I had no idea what this meant so I prayed and went back to sleep.

November 5, 2012. God woke me up again in the night and told me to look up "World Race".
As soon as I clicked on the link…… THERE IT WAS MY ROAD MAP FROM HEAVEN 11 IN 11 !!!

My heart stated to race, I could feel Poppas Heart for this mission as if his heart was mine. It pounded so hard, I broke down , undone . I looked at the price… It was a lot of money ….. So i closed my computer , prayed and said …well Poppa you brought me to this, you drew me this map , Signs , signs, everywhere there has been Signs! So I knew it was from Him. How could I refute all this ! I just had to trust that He brought me to it, He will bring me through it, and if its his Will, Its His Bill.

But I still didn't fill out the application, I knew God wanted me to, but I was afraid to make the first step.

I left that week to Winnipeg for "Women on the Frontline's" Conference. Patricia king was speaking, it was the night she called for commissioning — regarding Human trafficking Missions. I no longer had control over my heart, feet or hands. I went up to the front and laid all my fears at Poppas feet. Patricia gave me a word, telling me to Run with my calling– lol .
I left that conference speaking that I was going on this Mission, Even though I hadn't even filled out the application yet. But I started to speak it into being and so was everyone that Prayed with me .

Nov.11, 2012 i got home from my trip, sat down at my computer, sent an email for the application process.
The next night I went to fill out the application and I just couldn't do it. Fear came back. I prayed. I went into a trance for the next hour and a half and when i finally came out of it, my application was done and sent! Jesus just did it!
See, If God wants you to do something, and you know your weak, He is Strong, and he will take over if you ask. Even if that means He gets you drunk in the Glory, trances you out for a while, writes and sends the application himself. ( Wow He amazes me )

Dec 19th –I was Officially accepted for World Race!
It was all still surreal when she called to tell me.I went outside , lifted my hands in the air said, Thank you Jesus and went for a nap, I was so undone . I was just so overwhelmed when she said I was accepted. My heart started to race like it did the first time I laid eyes on the webpage. Its Gods Heart, his Chambers Beating for the Lost , hurting ,enslaved, broken children he has out there. And he is sending me to be a part of the Healing of his Heart. I still have a lot of surreal moments. I'm excited and a little scared at the same time. But I'm trusting him day by day, to lead me down his path , into his promised land . For now I just have to keep remembering to rest in his love .

“If God gives such attention to the appearance of wildflowers—most of which are never even seen—don’t you think he’ll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you? What I’m trying to do here is to get you to relax, to not be so preoccupied with getting, so you can respond to God’s giving. People who don’t know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don’t worry about missing out. You’ll find all your everyday human concerns will be met." Matthew 6:33 ( Message)
"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." Matthew 6:33 (NIV)

If I seek after his heart and his will I know all the rest will be added. Im trusting in his Promises, Trsuting he has my back, my funding , my heart, my every fear, my every need. He has gotten me this far, I cant start doubting Him now. He drew me a Heavenly map for the last 2 years that lead me straight to this point. So Now I ask him to keep loving on me, keep giving me signs, keep my ears and eyes open for what he wants done in the moment. That he puts all the rest of the pieces to this puzzle together, cause at this point it really is all about Blind faith- til he gives further revelation. Thank you all for Praying and Supporting me all this time. Without you I would be lagging behind or leaping ahead of God. Its been with your help that God has Me right here, doing as He wants, and thats to love him, love myself and love others. Love is the root which makes all things Bloom <3 Love yall Much love Grace and Heavenly Bass !!!!

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