I havent blogged in almost 5 weeks . Life just started to get crazy and writing seemed trivial . Funny thing is for me, writing is actually a way of purging and release. So I should blogged sooner. WIth that being said …. A lot has happened !
WARNING_ THIS BLOG IS MY LONGEST SO FAR _ SORRY ITS BEEN A WHILE LOL
May ( Women's Conference )
I had been having chest pains for almost a month prior to the women's conference. I have been praying and seeking Poppa for guidance at to why I was having them. He told me He was about to do do a heart Transplant in the Body of women. I had been manifesting symptoms, so I proceeded to intercede as directed. The conference was amazing ! So many women , including myself went deeper with Poppa. I watched as chains and shackles fell off of women all around me ! There was a cleansing that took place. A washing of his Brides. They came out pure white, full of courage, joy, restored, minds and hearts, healed and renewed by the blood of the lamb. New mantles were released, as well as authorities in the heavens. Its was a beautiful sight. I watched as certain ladies appearances began to change. Poppa's handy work was incredible .
For here’s what I’m going to do: I’m going to take you out of these countries, gather you from all over, and bring you back to your own land. I’ll pour pure water over you and scrub you clean. I’ll give you a new heart, put a new spirit in you. I’ll remove the stone heart from your body and replace it with a heart that’s God-willed, not self-willed. I’ll put my Spirit in you and make it possible for you to do what I tell you and live by my commands. You’ll once again live in the land I gave your ancestors. You’ll be my people! I’ll be your God! Ezekiel 36:26
Create a clean heart in me, O God, and renew a faithful spirit within me. Do not force me away from your presence, and do not take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore the joy of your salvation to me, and provide me with a spirit of willing obedience. Psalm 51:10
The last day of the conference I felt so light… like I was walking on clouds. Poppa did so much in me that weekend. I got such a filling of joy. Generational junk was broken off. I walked out of that place a freer woman. AND….. The last day of the conference my chest pains stopped hahaha . Poppa had done his Heart Transplant in the ladies just as He said he would! ( I haven't had chest pains since )
Beginning of June Poppa took me on an awesome mini surfing vacation to Tofino. It was a time of rest , relaxation and abundant blessing! I even preached Friday night at the Youth service in Port Hardy! God showed up, fire was released. It was such a God Trip! I was so blessed by family out there , as they gathered around me Sunday morning to blast me with prayer and Prophetic word. I was so undone by daddy's extreme love and honor for me . My Spiritual Parents renewed there vows, I got so loved on! When we left for Tofino, one of the loggers who we ministered to the night before , even gave me money for my mission! Isnt Poppa so AWESOME! Lots more Happened but those are the key points 😉
June 11
I was driving in Red Deer . A huge dust cloud came up, I felt strange like I was in a daze…. then by the time it cleared the lady in front of me slammed on her brakes. I smashed into the back of her car. My airbags went off, I didn't have my seat belt on. The whole front end of my car was smashed in and my windshield was shattered . The airbag came up into my face and chest so hard , I received up a nice black eye lol . What was suppose to be a day of blessing, the enemy tried to take away from me . I went to the hospital later that night. The enemy lost! (giggle ) the spirit of Poppa hit me so strong in that hospital room. My neck was in a brace and I was having a hard time breathing, my back hurt so bad….. BUT SOMEHOW I got so DRUNK on Gods love . I ended Up laughing uncontrollably , with my friend by my side. I had found Gods goodness in the midst of it all. The spirit of joy came on me so strong ! Jesus wins ;p . I went for xrays, I had my gf pray over me . I was a sign and a wonder to that doctor, the love from the father filled the room. I came back to find out I had some very deep muscle bruising in my chest , neck and back, and a nice shiner. I was still in a lotta pain, but nothing was broken! I left that hospital with a script for meds, AND DRUNK on my fathers love! All I could do was Praise him for his goodness. That night I went to sleep,. I had a dream…..Jesus met me in that dream. He put his hand on my face, touched my neck , ribs, back and kissed me on the forehead. I woke up the next day and MY BLACK EYE was gone ! I had no neck pain and I could breath normal! I was only left with the pain in my back, which I am still claiming healed! My Gods is a healer! He came to me in my dreams and supernaturally healed bruising overnight! He is sooooo Good!!!!
My choice is you, God, first and only. And now I find I’m your choice! You set me up with a house and yard. And then you made me your heir! The wise counsel God gives when I’m awake is confirmed by my sleeping heart. Day and night I’ll stick with God; I’ve got a good thing going and I’m not letting go. I’m happy from the inside out, and from the outside in, I’m firmly formed. You canceled my ticket hell— that’s not my destination! Now you’ve got my feet on the life path, all radiant from the shining of your face .Ever since you took my hand, I’m on the right way. Psalm 16:9-11
So my car is trashed ( I was going to sell it and use it for spending money for the mission) Having no car was such a pain. But Poppa knew that! I was walking the dog and i ran into a friend from Church. I told him what happened … He just happened to have a spare car.. and HE GAVE IT TOO ME haha PRAISE THE LORD! . I didn't even pray for a new one!
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
The last week –
I have had 2 churches contact me and tell me there sowing into my mission! That's a total of $2100 from both. I wasn't 'expecting that from either church! I love how Poppa moves in such a timely and divine manner! All I can do is PRAISE HIM ! HE IS HOLY! oh and … I have made it to the launch deadline and a little more ….. All my Gear has been Sown!
I am so Blessed by his love! He loves to lavish good gifts!!!! Tonight I put up my tent with my 4 other beautiful loves. They anointed me with oil and we took communion in the tent. I wanted to let poppa know He has full access to my resting place while on the race. The fire fell, I was abundantly blessed with love and prophetic word. I'm so undone at my fathers heart. How He has been pouring out his love on my like never before . I have been up and down, But the key to it all is remembering Poppa is good all the TIME! staying locked into him, and His fire! Most people hate the fire,they hate the heat… They view it as a bad thing….. But I ask for More Fire, More Fire, More Fire. The only way to fight against an attack is with more fire . WOLVES DON'T LIKE FIRE! Poppa is a consuming fire. The fire was a sign that God was with them in the middle of the desert. God used a burning bush to speak to Moses. Elijah wet his wood and the fire fell. During the exodus from Egypt Poppa was in the pillar of fire. He used fire to protect rack, shack and benny . Fire fell down out of the heavens in Sodom and Gomorra. Weapons are fashioned and fortified in fire, even angels are used as ministering flaming fire . God uses fire to bring blessing and to take out armies. YOU WANT BREAKTHROUGH…. GET BACK IN HIS PRESENCE ITS WHERE THE FIRE IS!!!! The fire is a safe place and the best place to be The fire Is Holy, The fire is His Heart ., AHHH THE FIRE IS SOOO GOOD!!! JESUS You are Worthy and Holy and I LOVE YOU SO Much! Ignite us with flames that never Go out. Fuel our fire , stand with us in it. Make us a string tower, make us burning ones for you. Let us release a wild fire into the nations. That been my prayer from the beginning of the race… : I WILL LEAVE LOVE FIRE, AS I WALK WITH NATIONS. SEND YOUR LAVA LOVE JESUS! I love Yall! Ill try to stay updated more often so Its not so much next time hahaha . Peace, Love Harmony, BASS 😉
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