There has been so much that has happened in the last week I can’t even begin to explain. I had my karaoke fundraiser, people who barely know me gave me donations, my last wisdom tooth decided it wanted to start coming out and I need to have it surgically removed. A dear choir sister, and a choir brother I barely know handled it for me. I got donations from my friends and from people from my past.
I’m leaving my house for the airport in about an hour and all of a sudden everything is so real. Its not that I’m scared (that too but that’s not the feeling I’m wishing to convey) Its kind of overwhelming. I have no doubt that the Lord has provided this opportunity and that he will use it for His glory, I am sure there are appointments and wonders written all over this, but what I fear is that I’m just not gonna be able to wrap my head around it. It already seems so big, He wrote this into the script way before my life was mine, I guess I feel like I am not capable of appreciating this as much as in needs to be appreciated.
Whatever this is going to be, I know I’m not good enough. I know the only way that this is in anyway possible is through Him. All I can bring to the table is filthy rags, but I guess I just want to bring the best ones I can.
