So I was at lunch today with a dear dear friend of mine and we started to discuss and contemplate things in the world…
I said that if I asked God one question when I got to heaven it would be … Why God, does the baby have Aids with he is born and live a life of pain. This is not something that I am angry with God about… but instead something that I trust God is in fact aware of and for some reason (beyond my understanding) God is using as part of his plan.
As we continued our conversation we began to discuss how I believe that obedience, true obedience may in fact be the answer. I know it to be true that AIDS has been healed by hands of Christ followers… this is not an odd thing to hear in places like Africa and India.
As I put on and embraced the identity I have and the authority I have as a Christ follower while continuing this conversation, a little part of me started to believe that God may in fact choose to use me for physical healing while on the world race. I girl can only hope and be blessed by that…but anyway after thinking about it all I started to think about an answer he might say.
I am challenged by what I thought he might say to me… I think we all should be,maybe…
but what if in fact God said Rach, my love… I in fact planted the very purpose and desire to lay hands and heal all of the people, all of the orphans in enough people in our world and if they all acted in obedience… the world would be healed… but instead only what, 25 people globally chose to seek, respond and then have the faith to believe I could use them for that…
whew… im challenged by this. Are we a people, a body of believers that can embrace and believe that God in fact has provided a way and the answers to “fix” our world.
Just rambling but felt I wanted to share and see what people might say/think.
