Hello? Are YOU hearing me?

When a woman has wanted her whole life to have a child and now is struggling to.    

 THAT is the fear inside me that I may not reach my support.

 

(Picture taken by Ashley Edwards.  This child here was abandoned near the hospital by his mother.  He has been in the hospital for around a month and didn’t have anyone to show him love.  This is what I am doing around the world!)

This is not something I want to do, it’s something I have to do.

This vision permeates my life. 

This means everything to me. 

Here is the thing, God has started a work in me, but I know He is not done. He has called some of us to pray, some of us to give and some of us to GO. I am called to GO, but without you, who are called to give and pray I cannot continue to GO.

I have already been abundantly blessed by everyone and to say thank you to you would not be enough. These last few months have changed me in ways that can not begin to explain, and for those who have already teamed up with me, thank you, thank you, thank you.

This month in Swaziland, I felt very discouraged, as if God wasn’t working in me.  I didn’t feel supported or needed.  Day in and day out, a couple of us went to the hospital to pray over the people there and initially had the hopes that the hospital would be cleared out, because we are POWERFUL and EFFECTIVE children of the king.  At first, we didn’t see or feel anything.  About 2 weeks ago, a past teammate from LOL-Ashley Edwards and I went into the hospital to see half of the hospital cleared out!  The children that we had prayed for were no longer there and they were healed!  We, as human beings, are NOT capable of this, but because God has called me to do this, He showed me it was possible and used my hands to do it.  

That same day, Ashley and I walked into the women’s ward at the hospital and started to pray for grandmas and mothers-those who were abandoned by their families, hurting emotionally and pain physically.  The last lady that Ashley and I prayed for said she felt like their was a demon pressing on her chest.  Brothers and sisters, we are called to live as children of light and not allow the enemy to take foot on any God-given ground.  Every step we take has been given to us by God (Joshua 1:9)  This woman had been hospitalized because she was feeling pain in her legs-we believe she had diabetes and the circulation was lost in her legs.  We have no reason to fear, but when we first had reached her, her eyes were rolling around in her eye sockets and tongue was moving as if it was having a spasm.  She was also flalling her arms in the air.  Ashley prayed first and the woman’s facial expressions were showing that she was starting to become free of whatever this thing was.  And then I prayed.  I prayed that the enemy would not have a foothold over her anymore.  We started to declare freedom for her and commanding her body to live in His, our Creator’s.  Her sister started to tell us that she felt it almost release, but it still wasn’t gone.  So, I decided to pray again.  As I reached out to touch her arm, this woman who was apparently diabetic locked eyes with me.  Let me remind you that she didn’t understand any English and I don’t understand any S’swati.  I do not possess tongues, only the Spirit.  I started to declare over this woman that her future would line up with the Lord’s and that she would be declaring praises to the Lord because of the healing she had witnessed.  As I was speaking over her, she was looking at me.  As I was crying and knowing that the Lord has more for this woman, she was understanding every single word I was speaking in English!  After we had prayed, the demon was gone.  The demon no longer can possess this woman, and has no grip on His children.  She even picked up her Bible and started to point at it acknowledging that was what would change her life and was her life source.  This is not just something I am making up.  This is my life on the Race.   

Vulnerability is scary for me.

I NEED HELP.

I want you all to see my vision for changing lives around the world, and this is my opportunity. If I had the chance to sit with each one of you and pour my heart out about how strongly I feel about this step in my life I would but I can’t. 

Every time you here numbers and facts around the world about people with AIDS and illnesses. Every time you hear stories about SEX TRAFFICKING and you feel a tug on your heart. Every time you walk into Wal Mart and think of the rest of the world. 

LET ME be your hands and feet, JUST as I AM being Christ’s hands and feet. YOU may not be able TO GO, 

BUT

YOU can SEND ME OUT.