IT’S AMAZING HOW THE LORD KNOWS JUST WHAT WE NEED, AND GIVES IT TO US RIGHT WHEN WE NEED IT. LATELY I’VE REALLY JUST BEEN STRUGGLING WITH HAVING A BAD ATTITUDE. HONESTLY, I’M NOT SURE WHAT HAS BROUGHT IT ON, BUT I DO KNOW THAT I HAVEN’T BEEN THE MOST PLEASANT PERSON TO BE AROUND.
WORK IS SO STRESSFUL… I’M NOT SURE HOW MANY OF YOU KNOW THIS, BUT I’VE BEEN TRYING TO WORK 4 DOUBLES A WEEK. ITS BEEN A LOT OF STRESS ADDED ONTO MY LIFE.
RAISING SUPPORT IS ALSO A STRESS BRINGER. 16800 DOLLARS IS A LOT OF MONEY TO RAISE.
ANYWAYS, I’VE JUST BEEN LETTING MYSELF HAVE A BAD ATTITUDE ABOUT WORK AND RAISING SUPPORT. AND I KNOW WHY… IT’S B/C I HAVE GIVEN INTO SATAN’S LIES ABOUT HOW GOD’S NOT GONNA PROVIDE FOR ME, AND THAT HE ISNT GONNA REWARD MY LONGS HOUR SPENT AT WORK… I’VE ALLOWED MYSELF TO CHOOSE SELF PITY, AND GROUCHYNESS OVER PUTTING OTHERS BEFORE MYSELF AND CHOOSING JOY (CHRIST).
HOW DID I COME TO SUCH REALIZATION?
TONIGHT I SPENT SOME TIME IN THE WORD AND GUESS WHAT CHAPTER I READ… GEN 3… WHICH IS ALL ABOUT THE ORIGINAL SIN, AND HOW SATAN FILLS OUR MINDS WITH LIES, AND THE SAD PART IS WE BELIEVER THEM…
BUT IM CHOOSING CHRIST OVER SATAN, AND IM NOT LETTING HIM HAVE ANY HOLD ON MY LIFE.
CHRIST IS MY JOY,
CHRIST WILL PROVIDE,
CHRIST WILL GIVE ME STRENGTH TO WORK MY 4 DOUBLES,
AND CHRIST WILL REWARD HIS OBEDIENT CHILD.
