This is what I wake up to
Quiet time in Peru- Read Romans 7-8 and ask the Lord what He IS saying?
“The trouble is with me, for I am all too human. A slave to sin. I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but don’t do it. Instead I do what I hate.
I am not doing wrong, it is the spirit of sin living in me that does it.” But the holy spirit is more powerful, so why am I stifling my true spirit.
There is another power within me that is at WAR with my mind. This makes me a slave to two masters. I need to make a choice.
Who will free me from this life dominated by sin and death? The answer is in Jesus.
He tells me: “There is no condemnation for you my daughter. You belong to me and the spirit I gave you set you free. The chains you are in are fake; a mirage the devil places there, because I broke the real ones long ago. I declared an end to sins control over you long ago with the greatest sacrifice. Was it for nothing?”
What am I sacrificing Papa? What am i declaring? God declared; therefore it’s powerful, necessary and important. How can the groom, Christ, romance the bride (me), when I am making all the plans. I am always trying to be a step ahead, instead of letting him lead me with a blind fold.*
Because of this I now follow the spirits leading. Choosing the spirits thoughts over my sinful ways leads to life conquering death in my body and my mind. I bring peace. “For the sinful nature is always hostile to God”. When I question him on the spot, and test him to show up, instead of just SEEKING to know him and spend time with him I am letting sin dictate my mind.
Why am I in this relationship just for me?Isn’t it about knowing him? Just as God raised Jesus from the dead, he resurrects us. What!? What does that say about my state? I was rotting and dead and he brought me to life. Shouldn’t everyday be worship and thanksgiving, because I am now ALIVE? Dancing in a crowd of zombies, a lone colored flower in a sea of grey.
Put to death the sinful nature within.** My weapons are getting dusty. His word is one of them.
~ ~~I have his spirit. ~~~
~~ I hear his voice. ~~
~~I am his child. ~~
~~My spirit is the opposite of a slave.~~~
The most divine holy in the universe shares his spirit with me. God picked me, adopted me, because he made me and therefore has seen who I really am. I wasn’t abel to live it out before, but now he is “Abba, Father.” I can ask him for anything in his name, and I ask him to be more HER, because she was his original intent, and it’s his desire for me to rise into her. I am her. I just need to get rid of what’s on me that doesn’t fit into my true form.
Comparison is NEVER needed. ALL are God’s masterpiece. Am I saying he did a bad job?His spirit joins with our spirit. We are Royalty. Heirs of God’s Glory. Glory also comes with suffering; spiritually and physically sometimes.
Am I willing in this marriage (to my creator) to love and cherish in sickness AND in health? Because I am ALL about the HEALTH and HARVEST.
Wow, I’m selfish.
* {Kel had a vision of me leading blindfolded in Dominican}
*[At training camp in october I was chosen to be blindfolded for the women’s retreat time. It was one of the hardest days at camp for me, because I had to LET GO OF CONTROL and it warred with every part of me just to follow, and TRUST. Coincidence? i think not. Try being blind for a day, and seeing how hard it is to trust other people, to receive help, and let go of having to be the one in control.]
** See Ephesians 6:12
*** On a side note, I also got a glimpse of what it would be like being blind. Even without sight I was able to help, but to everyone else I was invisible, because I had no eyes. It gave me a new respect for people who are blind, and may have to struggle for that respect, and fight for their voice even harder than we
already have to.
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And Kiss Goodnight…
