It is 1:20 A.M. and I have thoughts constantly going in my mind. Im wondering if I have everything I need, if I have completely all the trainings, if I have done all of the small things, trying to make sure my list is correct and contains all that needs to be done.
Sometimes we let the stress of a situation get us to the point where we forget that God is even there. It is true that time is drawing near for me to leave and start this journey, but I cannot wait until then to have full faith in Jesus. I spent the majority of my day stressing out over what needs to be done in such a small time frame. For some reason, I just did not make time to spend alone time with Jesus. I just sat there and went over those thoughts in my head all day.
That is why I am wide awake at almost 1:30 A.M. My Papa wants to just talk to me. While I spent my day worrying about the small things, God just wanted to talk. During this time tonight with God, He told me a lot, but most of all, He assured me once again that He has this. There is no reason for me to stress myself out.
I want to use my situation as a challenge for you. Do you find yourself in the same situation? Do you let your circumstances and problems overcome your quiet time with our Father? Remember that we as fleshly humans cannot handle life on our own. We need to make time EVERYDAY to sit down with our Papa and just talk. Let Him help sort things out! He will never let us down!
