pretty much at a standpoint

let’s recap

just over 4 months ago i hadn’t left the country since i was 10 months old

i’ve lived in 5 different countries now

haiti, dominican republic, ireland, republic of moldova, romania

slept in atleast 15 different beds/floors/grounds

lived with atleast 70 something different people at different times

traveled over 100 hours over 7470 miles

met atleast 500 new people, new faces

spoken words in 4 different languages

this may sound like a luxurious traveling life, but things get lonely. things are ALWAYS, CONSTANTLY changing. Honestly, nothing is constant. My own self, mind, body, is changing. Everything is being stripped away. It leaves you vulnerable, and the closest people you have, you’ve known for 3 months at the most.

There is, however, one thing that remains constant.

I need a Dad, a Father, a Friend, a Companion

I need that comfort of love

He knows exactly what i need

even if i don’t have the words to express it

He knows

That’s where i’m at, i have no clue how to put into words exactly what i need in this moment

He knows

The only words that can put me to rest right now
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He knows

When i think about the day
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He knows

Africa in 13 days
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He knows

Family
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He knows

Friends
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He knows

Future
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He knows