My heartbeat is to know intimacy with the Father as Jesus did.
I look at my daily walk with God and I am not satisfied with what I see. I face distractions of daily life: clean the kitchen, find a job, hang with friends, support raise so I can eat, sickness, etc… And I have noticed that somehow in the middle of all the chaos Gods voice has slowly faded into the background. My heartbeat is to have intimacy with the Father and yet, through my daily rituals of life I have started to lose intimacy with God
So I ask myself how can I make time to be intimate with God? I ask this question but, I already know the answer–Stop being so selfish and just do it. It’s so hard sometimes.
Being back in America has shown me how easy it can be to be selfish. I have everything so I should make the time to be with my Provider. There is so much going on in my life right now that I am torn in many directions of decision making. I need to prioritize and start making time for the important things in my life and lay down some things that are not so important like
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One way I connect with God is through worship. I live it, breath it, and seek it every chance I get. I have so much to be thankful for and God deserves my whole being and not sections of me. I want to give him my heart, hands, and feet so I can fulfill the work He has planned for me.
It’s an interesting season of my life and half of the time I don’t know what I am doing but, my prayer is that by giving God the time He deserves I will find some direction for my life.
I am praying about G42. I believe I have done everything in my power to raise awareness about me going. I am confident that I have not been lazy on my part so I have turned it all over to God and this is His show now. I have been given a peace whether I go or not because God is in control of my future.
Here is a worship song that has been on my heart lately and has really spoken to me. Enjoy and sing along with me if you know what I am going through.
