WOW.
I can’t believe that it was just over two weeks ago when I said goodbye to all of my Squad-mates and jumped on a plane to finally come home!
Coming home has been a wonderful whirlwind of visiting and catching up with everyone and, the extrovert in me has loved the constant busyness in my schedule.
Honestly I haven’t found re-entry to be as difficult as I was expecting it to be, which I am pretty thankful for!
In a spirit of vulnerability though, I want to be honest with all of you and share that these last few days have been kind’ve tough.
As things have started to slow down and my schedule has opened up, I find myself on days like today with nothing to do and, the quietness makes me feel a little crazy.
It’s like I have FOMO or the fear of being alone… And this is where the devil tries to poke at old beliefs I’ve already walked away from.
Old beliefs like rejection and feelings of anxiousness.
Now, I know that these are lies and attacks and I shut them down with the truth as soon as I recognize them, but I’m still in a war and that’s why I wanted to be honest with you and ask you for prayer. I’ve listed a few prayer requests below, and would love if you’d join me in praying for them.
Prayer Requests:
- Adjusting to this new season in life.
- Finding a job.
- Re-building my personal community.
- Finding a small group.
- Fundraising for CGA.
Love, Patricia
