God uses broken humans. It’s almost as if the scars that we so very much try to hide become the things that we are most qualified to speak about because they are so near to our souls.
Now imagine that. Our insecurities. Our unworthiness. Our messes. Our inadequacy. Our very own hearts that are in smithereens. He turns them around with love in His hands and says “watch this.”
So God if you promise to use the things that I have broken in my life whether they be internal or external. Hands wide open I give them all to You and say that I am all Yours.
I’m grieving my old life as I learn to walk FULLY in obedience with God, giving Him every single bit of my life. Honestly, a new real for me.
Grieving, and hurting and therefore throwing myself a pity party here and there.
Lord, forgive me.
This is a lesson I’m learning-Whether to hide behind my brokenness and proclaim it as an excuse or to let God use it.
God does BIG, wild things with a selfish, tainted, damaged, yet honest heart.
Thanks for everyone who read my last post. What can I say? I didn’t know what to expect from the World Race when I signed up, but I can say I am dropping the guilt that I was carrying. The guilt that stemmed from believing that I WOULD change the circumstances much more than they would change me, but with the past five months ministering almost undoubtedly to me I’ve realized He has BIG plans for me because of those internal changes.
