As there are more feelings and emotions that I know what to do with as I go to training camp in a few minutes, I'm not going to attempt some introspective post because I have a feeling it will just come out as mush. So, I am doing something perhaps a little cliche and lame but relevant nonetheless. I was listening to Joshua Radin as I was packing this morning and I stopped when it came upon a track that I've heard a million times. It kind of described what I'm feeling perfectly at this moment. And as I go to meet a bunch of new people, sleep outside, become a little more stressed out than usual, at least I found the CD for my drive down.

(Special recognition to Christina Miles and Sharon Paul, the two ladies with me when we met [and charmed] Mr. Radin)

No Envy, No Fear
some are reaching few are there
wandering from a heros chair
some are scared to fly so high
well this is how we have to try
have no envy and no fear
have no envy no fear

brother brother we all see
your hiding out so painfully
see yourself come out to play
a loving rain will wash away
your envy and your fear
so have no envy no fear

when your sister turns to leave
only when shes most in need
take away the cause of pain
by showing her were all the same.
have no envy no fear
have no envy and no fear

every day we try to find
we search our hearts and our minds
the place we used to call our home
cant be found when were alone
so have no envy no fear have no envy no fear