God has given me such a gift. He has given me His heart. Especially His heart for His people. I love people well, all people. Sometimes I think I have too much love in my heart that I will explode. What a gift He has given me.
Something beautiful happen last month. It was a realization. If you know me, you know how dear to my heart my family is. They come next in line after God. They have such a big part of my heart, I love them so much. I am so thankful God gave me 21years of my life to love them well.
Traveling the world God has open my eyes to see that there are so many people and children that have never felt loved. Ever. Seeing this, how can I not give my love away? It would be selfish to keep that love inclusive to my family. They already know what it is like to be loved. But there are so many out there, who don’t know what it is like to be loved.
That is my call.
To love those who have never been loved.
This is the greatest call. I am so thankful to be the one to love the least of these. As I love them with this big heart that God Himself had given me, the will get just a taste of His love. Then I can point them to the one who love them even more, Jesus.
I also came to the realization that this means I must give up a precious part of my heart. My family. I realize that He might take me many miles from home in order to reach those who need love. I will let Him. Everyone needs to know Love.
I prayed and let God hear my heart. I told Him that I love my family so much but that I He could have them. I thanked Him that they knew what it is like to be loved and told Him I want to love those who need it.
I don’t know where He will take me. I know that it will be an adventure. I know it wont always be easy. I know that I won’t travel the road alone. He will be there walking right next to me. I love my Lord. He also gave me a peace. He said that those He surrounds me will become my family. Family isn’t just blood. In fact, I am currently on a bus with 38 of my brothers and sisters heading to Cambodia.
I appreciate all of you back home praying for me and supporting me. I also love you all.
Much love,
PJ
