A blog that was supposed to have been posted about a week ago:
I’ve been thinking about life while on the Race a lot latterly. I’ve been thinking about the relationships that will develop not just with my teammates but also with those who we will encounter. I’ve been thinking about life after the Race and what it could passably look like; where I’ll go and what I’ll be doing. While there is still excitement for what is to come a part of me has started to not care.
I’ve started to not care about raising the money needed for the trip or about going and helping in whatever capacity I can. It’s scary because this is something that I am very much passionate about but interest has started to wain and I know the reason.
I ceased to walk this journey with God along the way and started to walk it on my own and since then reaping from that choice. I’ve created this tug-a-war of Gods sovereign plan and will against my planning/ perfectionist tendencies. I gave up control in the beginning of this adventure but along the way took the wheal instead of trusting God.
I am now realigning myself to his will not only in this process but overall once again.
P.S since my last post I have been able to reach the first deadline of $5,000 with some time to spare and am now working on the next. Raise $10,000 in the month of August!!! If you feel so inclined you can partner along with me by a one time donation or monthly. I’m also seeing tee shirts for $25:)
