Where do I begin….I leave the country in 11 days….7 days until I leave for Atlanta.
So how am I feeling in these last few days? I don’t really know… Here are my real thoughts and emotions…
–I’m very excited for launch to come, but at the same time, this last week is going to fly by. And with a never ending to do list, time can go as slow as possible.
–I’m overwhelmed with how I’m going to pack a year of stuff in on back pack and day pack. Did I mention it needs to be under 50 pounds? But at the same time, packing hasn’t been to stressful, because I know I can buy things in other countries, so why pack 6 deodorants or a year supply of shampoo. The only struggle is whether to pack my tent or not. Life motto is “when in doubt, throw it out”, so should I? I need suggestions…
–I am sad to say my “see you laters” to all my friends and family. But at the same time, I am thankful and happy for technology and the internet.
–Am I concerned about the bugs, mosquito, and giant spiders in other countries? Yup. Can I do anything about it? Nope, except some bug spray.
–Do I get anxiety when flying? Yup. Can I do anything about it? Nope, except lots of prayer and Dramamine.
–Am I afraid that I’m not good enough to share the Gospel and help expand the kingdom of God? Yup. Can I do anything about it? Yup! Because God equips the called, and He provides amazing teammates, squad, leaders, mentors and coaches to walk this life together.
–Will I miss my favorite foods, like peanut butter, Chick-fil-A, steak, and grandma’s potato salad? Yup. But there are so many new foods to experience and try.
–Am I scared?….not really sure how to answer that one. Yes there is some sense of fear and worry. I guess my point of this blog, is that worrying isn’t going to get me anywhere. God has the whole trip and adventure in His hands. And He’s had it since the beginning of time. This is HIS call for me. This is HIS plan. He knows everything that is going to happen. Every person I am going to talk to and pray for. He knows where I am going to step because He guides my footsteps. There is nothing to worry about. Worrying gets you know where. Putting that trust in Him is difficult, but He has guided me this far. And there’s no turning back now….
Fundraising update. I have about $15,000 dollars raised! Only about $2,700 more to go! Your support means the most to me. I am truly blessed by your love and kindness. My final deadline is April 30th, but my goal is to be fully funded by the end of Month 1! Please prayfully consider supporting my trip. This dream of mine, and calling from God couldn’t be done without you!
