We recently had team changes, for the second time, and when they first told us I was resistant to the idea. They did tell us last time we had team changes that although the intention was that we wouldn't have team changes again, it might happen. We were only together for 2 months, but team Love was such a blessing to me, it felt so much like family, an ending that season is hard for me. And at the same time leaving India was hard for me. The squad meet in Hyderabad, for changes an to head to Nepal. During our train ride from Bangalore to Hyderabad I had time to think an pray about the possibility of team changes. I know the truth that God works all things for my good [Romans 8:28], so I know that whatever happened would be for the best, and I trust Him, so I want to be obediant, but I was still struggling. I realized that even though they had told us there was a possibility of team changes I had an expectation that I would be able to stay with team Love for the rest of the race, and also a sense of entitlement to that. But as I sought God, He spoke to me that I had just given up my entitlement [see previous blog- sing like never before: india], an as the train rolled through the night God reminded me of this, an that, that includes my entitlement to be on the team I choose. God was showin me that this was an opportunity to put into application what He had been teaching me in India. I did surrender an lay my crown at His feet in India, but that is also a decision that I will have to make daily for the rest of my life, an this was one of many opportunities for me to do so. The more time I spend with my new team the more I love them, an the more excited I am. In no way do I mean that my hesitation to leave team love was a reflection on my new team, but rather a reflection of what an amazing blessing team Love was.
sending love from Nepal, Miss. Canada [as my contacts here call me]
also a short ps. myself and 2 of my teammates [Heith an Jen] still need funding to reach the 1 March deadline, which is when we need to be fully funded by. Please pray about supporting us, an pray for us! thanks! (:
