He did it. My goodness HE DID IT! . . . and it was in such a BEAUTIFUL WAY.
What is there to say except that God has pulled through . . again. How amazing is He? How often do we put Him in a box and forget about His Majesty? About His ability to surpass anything we could ever think or feel. Anything we could ever dream…
In THREE days the deposit deadline was met. $3500, in my account. The Lord stirred hearts of those around me, hearts of those I haven't spoken to in quite awhile, and hearts of strangers. He did the impossible. He took a situation and made it happen. He provided when I thought there was no way. He showed up and He showed off. He's left me speechless, again.
And now here I sit. On a plane over the state of Florida flying to Atlanta to take on training camp. It's one of the biggest life decisions I have ever made. And God has made it so perfectly clear that I'm suppose to be taking this chance. That He has had this planned out. I feel like I'm taking my first steps towards something so much bigger than myself. I don't know what to expect at camp but I do know that God is going to show up, that He's going to strengthen my team, unify us as one, and prepare us to take on a mission that none of us have a clue about.
Oh gosh, I'm so EXCITED, so nervous, so jksdjgkfdsgjdkfjgfdksj!!! Words can't even being to describe what's going on in my heart and head right now. Every thought is clashing, every emotion is quickly morphing into another, and I'm in a whirlwind of euphoria. I don't even know what to think. All I know is that I'm in this perfectly arranged moment. That I'm sitting in sincere astonishment of what the Lord is doing in my life. He's working on something bigger than my dreams can encompass. Someone once said that if your dreams don't scare you, you're not dreaming big enough . . well let me just tell you right here, at the beginning, these dreams are TERRIFIYING me. I'm shaking in my boots. I'm filled with anticipation and expectation. This is going to be a life changing event. This week is going to continue the work that He is doing in me. It's going to be transforming. And it's going to be ineffable.
Thank you to everyone supported me both through prayer and through donation! You are part of the reason I am where I am right now, listening to Letters From Patmos and sharing my excitement with the passenger next to me. Without you none of this would be possible so thank you from the bottom of my heart. You are all TRULY amazing.
There's a long way to go from here but I trust that He will get us there.
In Him,
Natasha<3
