So, I’ve been struggling the last week or so. I’m not sure I’m a fan of anonymity :/
One day I checked my support account and I was over the 50% mark. I’m ecstatic!!! I begin to look at my supporter list to see what wonderful people have made a donation. That’s when I see Anonymous…I went from ecstatic to sad to kind of angry. “Why would you not want me to know who you are?”
I had to ask myself…Why this reaction??? I should be overjoyed right??? I really had to step back and think about it.
I realized that up until this point I’ve been able to say “Thank You” directly to all of my fabulous supporters. Now I have to just sit here and accept someone’s generosity without a word. It’s weird and I don’t like it.
I understand that some people choose to remain in the background. That seeing you happy makes them happy. My fabulous Acts of Service people…They do because they want to and not because the have to or should. My gift givers, just want to see the smile their gift brings.
So, here’s where we both get what we want…You get to remain anonymous and I get to say Thank you.
You’re gift means so much to me. I’d really like to hug you right now. Thank you for your support. Thank you for believing in my journey. Thank you for believing in me. I’m excited about everything that could happen in the next year. I get to live and share this experience with an awesome group of people. I get to share God’s love in multiple countries. Disney says “A dream is a wish your heart makes” and my heart is all over this. Thank you Thank you Thank you to you and all of my supporters for making my dream a reality!!!
Sending copious amounts of love!!!
