I feel called to a life of ministry. What do I mean by that? I mean that I feel passionate about not wasting what little time I have on Earth doing something, anything that doesn’t have a Kingdom impact. I pray everyday that God would use us (Breier and I) to reach people for Him and I know He will.
I became addicted to this way of living I experienced on the World Race. Hands down the best decision I ever made. It completely changed the trajectory of my life. But ever since, I wake up and I crave that missionary lifestyle. That freedom and purpose. That dependence on God and fulfillment. I miss when it was my job to do and be for people whatever they needed me to be. Honestly, I know I cannot live without it. I cannot live without mission nor do I want to. My heart breaks being away from it. The missionary culture alone is enough to make you question every way you ever lived prior. It’s been two years since I left for the race and still the stories I acquired there are on my mind, on my heart every single day.
I found my husband, my partner, in this season dedicated to purpose and believe me when I say we cannot go back to what life looked like before that.
We want to do missions with our lives and we’re diving into that. Into what that looks like and where. We’ve had dreams and desires placed within us that call us to that life. That’s why we’re going to G42.
I know a lot of you have asked about what G42 is and I tell you everything I know. I know God has opened door after door for getting us there. I know He’s affirmed our wanting to go. I know that it’s studying, learning, and becoming Kingdom leaders. It’s an internship with missionaries about how to be missionaries. It’s a dream and a privilege. I pray that you all will continue to follow and support both me and my husband on this next big leap of faith.
