On the shores holding fast onto my anchors in the shallow waters. Can I let go of the control and the power of the steer and the sails? Can I release my fears of the unknown and trusting the only one that has victory in His name?
Knowing I always go out for a little while… out of curiosity and wonder. But will I ever catch my sails and explore His depths to the end of myself? Can I believe that God was taking care of me even when I felt unheard, forgotten and dependent on only myself to survive. What were you doing in that God? And how do I begin to worship you and you alone? It wasn’t me that saved me but you and what you did on the cross alone. I can lay on the decks as you map out my journey, I can marvel at your power and strength to pull me through the storms, I can dance in the presence of my king and know that I am favored! I can let go and trust the one that created me to sail and bask in your glory! You’re good and more than that you’re above all else and in all and I can’t even fathom you so why then have I been trying to hold myself back on the shores. You were there in my troubles, when all denied me you were there protecting me and preparing me for this day. You knew I’d be here standing on the bow worshipping and giving you full permission to begin the conquest of my unexisting dreams. I’m singing your sweet victories over my past shores and over the new depths of the seas. You’re here with me my always King. Favored and true I will hold onto only you!
