First off, I want to thank each of you who have supported me this far whether it be through prayers, financially or encouraging words. I appreciate every one of you. And to you anonymous supporters… I hate that I can’t thank you personally but please know how thankful I am!
I’m am happy to tell you that I am officially over 20% funded! (21.89% to be exact :D) I have a little ways to go until my first goal of $5,000 by May 13th in 1 week! I can’t believe how fast this is going by, I bought my ticket and I fly to Georgia for training camp in 34 days! What is life?!
The past few weeks have been a little crazy, I’m just gonna be real with y’all. 2 weeks ago I went to the Emergency room for what is believed to be panic/anxiety attacks. A few days later I went back because it was getting worse. I’m doing much better now but it’s still really scary. I’m sharing this is so you can be praying for me. Although I don’t believe fully these are from anxiety, there’s nothing the doctors have found to prove otherwise so that’s the best guess. Which is honestly terrifying.
God has been working in my heart through all this, reminding me that he is in control. From the start of this journey, God has been teaching me to get uncomfortable. Not to rely on the things of this world and lean on Him through everything and these last couple weeks have been a test to that. As I prepare to leave my little comfort zone in 88 days I am ready to be wrecked, to love like Jesus and to make disciples of all nations. No matter what happens, God is good. So good.
Matthew 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
