The last few days have come with a lot of heavy news:
Four days days ago I found out my earthly dad passed away in a car accident. And yesterday, due to the corona virus and many borders across the globe being closed – we were informed that the World Race is sending their participants home (about 20 squads). No other information is known, and there are many questions unanswered even for our leadership team. All that us known is that my squad and I will be making our way back to the states in the next couple of days. While this is all so overwhelming, I want nothing else but to seek my Eternal Father’s face in all of this. Circumstances will not dictate my pursuit of Him. Yes, my heart is heavy, I am frustrated and confused. But somehow even in the midst of all those emotions I also feel an overwhelming comfort and joy that only comes from His presence surrounding me. Even in the storms, when it is foggy and things come crashing in – my God is good. Let us not allow the things in the world to steal our hearts from seeking Jesus in all of this.
Your prayers not only for me but my family, teammates, and World Race leadership team and the rest of the World Race participants mean the world in this time. I will be updating all of my supporters and everyone else when I have more information about what this looks like going forward. Thank you all for all of your support and prayers.
“The Lord is my light and my salvation— so why should I be afraid? The Lord is my fortress, protecting me from danger, so why should I tremble? When evil people come to devour me, when my enemies and foes attack me, they will stumble and fall. Though a mighty army surrounds me, my heart will not be afraid. Even if I am attacked, I will remain confident. The one thing I ask of the Lord — the thing I seek most— is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, delighting in the Lord’s perfections and meditating in his Temple. For he will conceal me there when troubles come; he will hide me in his sanctuary. He will place me out of reach on a high rock. Then I will hold my head high above my enemies who surround me. At his sanctuary I will offer sacrifices with shouts of joy, singing and praising the Lord with music. Hear me as I pray, O Lord. Be merciful and answer me! My heart has heard you say, “Come and talk with me.” And my heart responds, “ Lord, I am coming.” Do not turn your back on me. Do not reject your servant in anger. You have always been my helper. Don’t leave me now; don’t abandon me, O God of my salvation! Even if my father and mother abandon me, the Lord will hold me close. Teach me how to live, O Lord. Lead me along the right path, for my enemies are waiting for me. Do not let me fall into their hands. For they accuse me of things I’ve never done; with every breath they threaten me with violence. Yet I am confident I will see the Lord’s goodness while I am here in the land of the living. Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the Lord.” – Psalms 27
