I know it doesn’t show in my account yet but I have met my second deadline!!!! God made it so I met it in two days! How amazing is that? He must really want me to go 🙂
And now its crunch time. I only have two weeks left here in California before launch! Time is going so fast and I’m finding myself stressed, excited, and scared. And I’m keeping all of these emotions inside and it’s making me push the people that I am closest to away. I don’t know why I’m doing this but I think it’s because it will supposedly make my “see ya laters” easier because then they will be happy to get rid of me. So if I have been disrespectful, mean or rude to you I apologize, it wasn’t intentional and I am praying that God will take this attitude away from me so I can leave on good terms. And show you how much I appreciate everything that has been done for me.
Pushing things or running away from them is what I do when I get scared and I want to stop doing that. I want to have complete trust and faith in Jesus and not be worried or scared anymore. Could you pray with me that my faith will be strengthened and that my habit of running away will be taken from me?
Anyways,
I hope your holiday season will be spent with those you love!
God Bless! 
