It's 4 am here in Angkor Wat, Cambodia and I can't sleep because of the sweat dripping down my back and the massive amounts of bug bites on my arms that itch like crazy. Seriously I've went four months with maybe 1 bug bite…and all of a sudden it's month 5 and my blood is the stuff to have
I hate Mosquitos!!!!
Okay so I'm leaving Cambodia for Tanzania,Africa in two hours. I'm excited but so nervous at the same time. To be honest I'm nervous I won't sleep and I'll wake up in the middle of the night like I did in Haiti. I hate that! It's so awkward waking up In a different country in the middle of the night while everyone else is sleeping and having to just lay there for three hours until you fall back asleep. It's creepy (I'm 21 and still as scared of the dark as I was when I was a kid lol)
Butttt to my lovely readers, that is not what my blog will be about this fine morning.
I have about 4 weeks to raise $1,000 or I could be sent home.
I don't want to go home. I sighed up for 11 months in 11 different countries and I want to be able say, " I finished! "
Im not ready to go home at all.. God has grown me to such substantial levels,it's absolutely absurd to me! I've reached a point in my Christian walk where God has filled me with a tremendous amount of boldness, courage, and faith to be able to stop the sick and pray healing over their bodies no matter who's watching or where we are.
If I see someone sick I automatically think "ohh my Jesus can help with that"
Yesterday in the middle of Angkor Wat a huge tourist place where there are tons and tons of foreigners a saw a man dragging himself with his hands with his his limp,deformed,curled over legs behind him. We stopped and I got to lay my hands on him and pray healing over him in Jesus's name and what's even more awesome is that while I was praying another sick man walked over and asked me to pray for him too. I know the Lord still has more for me I know if I continue to listen when he says "stop and pray healing over that person in my name" hell show me healing in the very moment I ask for it..before my very eyes.
But for right now he's growing and testing me and it's a wonderful process
. I've just begun to see the wonders of the Lord and I'm not ready to leave just yet.
I still want to be in an orphanage and take care of babies
I still want to preach the word to the crowds
I still want to indulge in the culture and love on the women and the kids…there is seriously so much more I want to do on the race. I love it!
I know in the next 4 weeks God will provide and I can't wait to watch it happen
The race and I still have business to attend to!!!! Please support me so I can continue on.
