I just recently got back from visiting Ireland. I took a trip with a professor/therapist and a group of people to basically immerse in a different culture and process life. I discovered a view things about myself that I hope only lead to growth. It's amazing how much you open your eyes to God when you aren't distracted with technology and routine. Anyway, this was my first time overseas. Let me just testify to a world simply not America.
On another note, I had a Dove Dark chocolate this morning (threw it in my coffee) and I tore the wrapper, almost throwing it away. I jumped to quickly glance at the lil message on it's 'back'. It said, "You are exactly where you're supposed to be'. Now, I'm not one big on signs. However, I just felt the truth in that and it felt good being reminded that God does have me where I'm supposed to be and he has you where you're supposed to be. Circumstances don't change that guy. He IS circumstance.
On another, another note, I had a pretty legit moment with a friend last night. (Preface: I used to be one of those people, as I'm sure many of us have, that would very easily 'agree' to pray for someone but then never actually do it. I figured God knew my heart, knew that I meant to, and that was enough.) Anyway, I got a text that said, "Man, pray real quick. I'll tell you in a while." So, with slight hesitancy but then immediate consent, I did. I prayed. I prayed really….real? I actually muted the tv, closed my eyes, held up my hand, and formed it as if around a heart, and asked God to hold the hearts of those I knew to be involved. It was different for me. A little later….I got the whole story. Straight up….nothing short of a miracle happened. A crazy, sticky, awful situation became clean. It happened right before my eyes. Now, I'm not giving myself credit, nor am I trying to sound pious. I just don't take prayer seriously enough and the moment I did…I saw the effects.
As far as fundraising, I'm basically a third of the way funded…which is pretty crazy…and that's thanks to you. I feel overwhelmed by strangers who are donating, people I wouldn't expect it from. Just another way God 'proves' to be faithful whether I see it or not.
He provides consistently.
He blesses despite his unfaithful people.
Also, I ask for your prayers. I'm definitely in need of some understanding and strength in my heart. And I'd love to hear from you individually more than you know. Whether it be insight, encouragement, hurts, or prayer needs. Please, please 'Contact Me!' on the left side 🙂
