In 5 months I will be going to training camp where I will finally get to me everyone going with me, my squad mates. I am so blessed already by them and I have only meet one of them so far(shout out to Marina your so amazing!) We already feel like a family and have bonded so much already I can hardly wait to meet them all face to face!
God has blessed me with my new family, and this has been a major confirmation for me. I was sure that switching routes from January to July was the right thing to due. But I am not perfect so I was doubting on occasion. God is a God who blesses those who have faith so he has been sending me blessings which are much needed comforts in times of doubt and when I’m wishing I was the one leaving in 12 days. All I have to due is think of my new family members and the things they have encouraged me in already and the changes I have made since this whole switch happened and I know I am right where I am supposed to be.
When I first heard about this mission trip nearly 4 years ago I was a big old mess. I still am, the only difference, and the most important is that I’m not alone, I have God as my best friend now. He is no longer this thing up above me, He is my Abba, my Father. and so so much more.
I am ready and willing. I still have a ways to go. I will never be perfect, but His perfect spirit lives in me and so I will try to let him lead.
I am blessed, I am willing, I will walk humbly with my God, and I will love, but only because He first LOVED me.
