Malawi…These past 3 months have been some of the hardest, and most rewarding months iv ever gone through. My team has been preaching and giving testamonies everyday. Let me tell you, non of us had any idea how to write/present a sermon. But we learned real quick how it feels to be a pastor. It has forced us to really dig into word. Listen to the spirit to tell us what a congergation needs to hear, dig deep into our own lives and our testamonies to really see where and how the lord is working.
Spiritually the lord has been showing me what loving him first truly means. What giving up my own expectations for my life, for plans means. And how when i fully create that space for him to work, fully surrender ALL to him he will show up. And that if its his will, then there will be a way.
As a team we have been learning about the gift of singlness. How god calls us all into singlness at one point or another. Some are given the gift for a seaon, others for years, and others a lifetime. But we all have been given that gift at one point in our lives. And its not supossed to be a thing god gives us to make us feel unloved, or unwanted as our friends around us get married. But a time where we can fully dedicate our lives to loveing him, and knowing what is love truly is. Each stage of life has its pros and cons. As a single woman i have the freedom, and ability to serve others, and serve god freely. I have time to fully devote myself to him without distractions. And fully belive that he knows whats best for us. When you have a source of love, you become a source of love. The only person who can fully fill us, and compleate us is the Lord. And when we are filled by the lord, his word, and his love, we then have the oppurtunity to love others freely, and unconditionally. Pursue the king and if it is his will, he will link you with one of his princes.
I have also recently applied to work at Camps with Meanings out in manitoba again this summer. Please keep that in your prayers. If its in gods will it will work out. If it does work out, it means i will not be coming home till the end of the summer, which will be a little bit hard since everyone else will be going home to their families. If i dont get the oppurtunity, pray that the lord reveals his plan for me and guides me in that.
Over all these last three months have been alot of growth, learning, and change. I wouldnt change it for the world. I miss home, i miss comfort. I miss my kitchen, and a hot shower(havnt had one of those in 5 months). I miss my family, and I MISS MY DOG ZIGGY SOOO MUCH. But mostly i am jist so thankful for everyone who is praying for me, and supporting me. I really appretiate it so much?
If you need prayers just message me, id love to be in prayer for all of you guys as well.
