Well I’m here at training camp for eight days and have completley giving my whole heart and soul to the Lord and am out of my comfort zone in every way. I have had such a wonderful time in Georgia getting to know my team and the people that I will be spending every awakening moment with and God has blessed me in every way. I have experienced many new things here and have dealt with some major pain from the past and am ready to start this journey walking the footsteps of Jesus Christ. We left on a retreat to go camping with the whole group (60 people) and poured out every desire that I’m giving up and have never once told anyone the details of my hearts until a few nights ago. The Lord spoke to me and not only wanted me to tell the group that I was surrendering my hearts desires, but to explain my hearts desires. So now that I have put out the details of my hearts desires in front of the group I am ready to share it with EVERYONE that wants to follow me on this journey!!! This year I have decided to give up the desires of being married and having a family. I explained to the group before throwing a piece of wood in the fire of what I was surrendering for 11 months. God is my husband and everyone/the group will be family.
