PSALM 18:16-19
He reached down from on high and took hold of me; he drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from my powerful enemy, from my foes, who were too strong for me. They confronted me in the day of my disaster, but the Lord was my support. He brought me out into a spacious place; he rescued me because he delighted in me.
I have been in Gainesville Georgia for four months now and I
am still transitioning in. God has
called me here for preparation to go back out in 2012 (more details to come on
that).
I have been so stuck in this place of not revealing the
things of my heart and I just don’t want to keep walking in this. I am ready to start sharing the things
of my heart even if they don’t make sense! I know this is going to sound like a
blog that is just an explosion of feelings on a page but its how I’m feeling
and I feel like I just need to be real with you! I have been convicted of so much lately and I’m ready to
start peeling off the layers and exposing what needs to be exposed! I know that I am not going to be judged
by you, but there was some kind of fear creeping in that I just needed to put a
STOP to it and walk the opposite direction. Some of you have seen me in the
lowest places in my life and seen God just turn it around. The last couple of days I have been in
this funk and just now I was in the kitchen and listening to this sermon and
all of a sudden felt Gods love over flow on me! Have you ever felt that?
Especially doing something that is mindless but being reminded of how much He
loves you? I love this about Him.
I love that I can do mindless things and He keeps reminding me of who I
am in Him.
For a few days now I have just wanted to weep. I tend to get in this place where I
just can’t do it anymore. Maybe
that’s where I need to be so I can be flat face down on my face before the Lord
and just cry out to Him. I
remember those days on the race where I would sacrifice my mornings to just
dance and sing with Him. Honestly
I want that back. I want my time
with Him to be like I just can’t get enough. I am dragging lately and I’m tired of being in a funk and
letting the enemy TRY to defeat me, defeat my family and defeat my friends! So
today is a new day and I am ready to keep fighting for those women, those
children in this world that are looking and waiting for their spiritual mom to
come! I am coming…………..
I am in HUGE need of support right now. I need to raise $2,000.00 by next
week. I am looking for prayer
supporters and also monthly supporters.
You can donate online all you have to do is click on the left hand side
that’s says “support me� If you
feel led to give a one time donation right now that is awesome also. Please let me know if you would
like me to add you to my prayer list also.
THINGS TO LIFT UP IN PRAYER
1 Prayer and Financial support
2 More intimacy with the Lord
3 Finding a home church in Georgia
4 Finding someone to rent out a room
5 Training camp (starts 1/15/2011)
6 Doors and divine appointments to open up for going back
out in 2012
7 Deep friendships
