The term nostalgia describes a yearning for the past, often in idealized form.[1] The word is a learned formation of a Greek compound, consisting of νόστος (nóstos), meaning “returning home”



Whenever I hear the song I’ve Seen I AM, by Jonathan David Helser, I remember Ireland.


The feelings that wash over me when I remember Ireland are
nearly as great as the actual experiences themselves.  I remember the coldness and how
refreshing it was after so many months in the heat.  I remember feeling closer to God than ever
before as I got lost in the music of Jonathan and Melissa Helser.

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I remember driving across beautiful
landscapes and spending the day at a castle famous for surrounding gardens. The
pastries sold at a shop outside the castle were delicious.  We drove to the ocean afterwards, and I
remember standing on great rocks that lined the shore and looking out for miles.  I remember buying a $10 suit coat for our
squads final dinner together.  I remember the joy that filled the room that night.




I remember
playing soccer in never-ending fields of the purest green. 
I remember feeling like the possibilities were endless.  I remember worshiping my heart out.  I remember being surrounded by a few hundred people who were doing the same.  I remember tasting true intimacy with God, and surrendering all my ideas of what the future would look like, and telling God the only thing I wanted was to remain in that place, close to Him.  I remember being more alive than I’d ever been.


I remember looking into the eyes of a Lion.  I felt the courage in His gaze.  I heard Him roar my name with passion, as I buried my tears in His mane.

I remember looking into the eyes of a Lamb.  I saw love face to face.  I felt grace destroy my sin, as mercy flowed from His veins.

I remember looking into the eyes of a King.  I saw the beauty of holiness.  I heard the voice of many waters, as worship poured from my lips.

I remember looking into the eyes of a Savior.  I saw a love stronger than death.  I kissed the scars that bought my freedom, as I laid my head on His chest.

I remember seeing I am, and knowing that I was loved.

I remember seeing I am, and knowing who I was.

Ireland was my returning home.