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If you haven’t read my blog Journey. Part 3A. this blog is going to make absolutely no sense. If this is the case I urge you please go back and read the previous blog before continuing. If however this is not the case, then my sincerest my apologies. Please continue.
As she sat there and held my hand I felt my self starting to shrink. It felt as if my body was getting smaller and smaller. It was. After all the prophesying was said and done we sealed our time in prayer. almost immediately after the prayer Chelsea looked at me and said “I wanna talk to you”. So we went and found a quite place to talk. The first thing she said to me when we sat down was “why didn’t you pray for this person?”. I told her. I told her that I was angry for what they had said. We talked for a while she spoke truth into the situation.I told about how when we were praying I felt so angry and how I felt like I was growing and then she grabbed my hand and I started to shrink. Then she opened her mouth and God made her a vessel and used her as a funnel for His voice.
He said: “Michael, you know that what was said was not meant to hurt anyone. The person who spoke those words is hurting. They need to be shown mercy, as I have shown you. The feeling you had that you were growing was real. You see part of you was getting bigger, but it wasn’t the part that I know or love. It was your flesh. The more and more you started to let your anger start to consume you, the bigger your flesh got. That is when I used Chelsea to put My hand on you and calm the storm that was raging inside of you. I stopped satan in his tracks, just as I have given you the authority to do. I want you to know that you can let go, and you can let go completely. I am so big Michael that I am and always will be protecting you. I am guiding you. I am continuing to form you and I am showing you How big I am and what I am capable of. Trust me. Michael, just as you prayed “Father give me more” I want more of you. I have big plans for you, and you are a mighty warrior for my Kingdom. let go of everything. I’m in control and I’ve got you in my hand and that my son is bigger than you could imagine”.
Umm… What!?
You might need to read that again, I had to, and I wrote it. It was first spoken to me, but has been read several times since.
Back to the picture of me at the top of this blog. The one where it’s like a search to find Waldo but harder. Let me explain why I choose that picture specifically to accompany this blog. The picture you see there is a picture of the world. It’s big. it’s beautiful, It looks perfect. The world in this picture might appear big, beautiful, and perfect, but when it is compared to the Creator. It’s not. Our God is bigger. He is so much bigger than we know or could ever imagine. You might be saying “Michael, this is all good but what does this have to do with what you wrote above?”. Well When God used Chelsea to put His hand on me and I started to shrink, I realized how small I truly am and started to understand how big our God really is. I only got a small taste of how big God is there is still so much more. I thought that by showing you a picture of our world and how big it is in comparison to us it would make you ask the question, “God, how big are You?” If our World is so much bigger than we are and God is so much bigger than that, what does that say about Him and what does that say about us?
We will never be able to understand how big He truly is on our own the only way to grow in a deeper understanding is to have Him show us. An example of this is Exodus 33: 19-23 where God covered Moses and put him in a cleft and showed Moses His back.
God is still doing a mighty work in and through me. Each and every one of your prayers mean more to me than you know. This Journey is not over and will not be for a long time, continue to walk with me as I dive deeper.
