That seems to be the question that just keeps running through my mind lately…
Am I Crazy?
My heart is continually battling my mind over the thought of the adventure that lies ahead of me.
Who does this? Who picks up their whole life, packs it in one oversized bag, and agrees to travel the world with 74 people they’ve just met, all in hopes of having their world turned completely upside down?
Okay, so maybe I do need to get my head examined…
There is nothing about doing this that makes sense. In fact, mostly the time it doesn’t even seem real. Most mornings I have to convince myself that this is not all just some dream.. that in 3 days from now I will actually be stepping on a plane, saying goodbye to the only life I currently know, and stepping out in faith on this adventure. Wowzers!
Needless to say, this month has been an absolute roller coaster ride of emotional highs and lows. There are days of excitement and anticipation and then there are days of sadness and of tears. Yet, in spite of any fear and anxiety that is lingering… I know that this is what I am called to do. More importantly, for the first time in my life I feel like this is what I am created to do.
So, I’m a little crazy… but then again, maybe that’s not such a bad thing afterall.
“I will not be silent. I was born to worship. I will not be quiet. The voice of fear you can hold me back no more.”
