As my last month in Thailand comes to an end I can’t help but wonder what the next month will be like. Working at the orphanage was an incredible experience. I had never actually been to an orphanage before. I had only ever read books, or seen movies about them. I had always known I had a heart for this mission but now being here in front of the actual orphans it became real. At times I would find myself thinking too much and too deep when I should have just enjoyed the moment. Realizing so much about their lives I began to wonder do they understand anything other then this life….
The answer was probably not. Going to the realization that most of these children will never have a real family, a real mom and dad it broke my heart. I can say for me, if it wasn’t for my mom and dads support I wouldn’t be where I am today.
So here I am loving these children the best I can because I know what it’s like to feel loved and l believe everyone deserves to feel loved. In the world today we forget how to love because we are loving the wrong things. Imagine if everyone put down their social media put down their phones, quit worrying about all the differences, and focused on loving and interacting with everyone because we ALL HAVE THE SAME GOD that sent his son to die for our sins so we could spend an eternity with him. How the world would change for the better. I know when I leave here I don’t have to worry because these children will be loved for ever by my King Jesus Christ.
